tisdag 31 maj 2011

"This is your life, are you who you wanna be?"
I think I made the wrong choice, just because you told me to.

måndag 30 maj 2011

And they say I am great,
they say I am pretty,
they say I am smart,
they say they know me
but you don't know a thing.

söndag 29 maj 2011

Books, Books, Books, Books...

Sputnikälskling, Norwegian woods, Fågeln som vrider upp världen, Beautiful dead - Summer, Crescendo, Angelology, Locke Lamoras lögner, Tretton själ varför = You're mine now.

Inside Of You

"This Fragile Game
Its Like A Train That's Headed Nowhere
It Never Stops
And I Can't See The Exit Sign
We're Headed North
I See The Cliff We're Getting Closer
Look Out Baby"

lördag 28 maj 2011

“One joy scatters a hundred griefs.”

I would love to see the world through a kaleidoscope.

Kill All Your Friends, In The Beginning

Angelie, Angelie. Wake up Angelie, something whispers in her ear. Opens her eyes. But all is dust. All she sees is dust, and shadows. Shadows in the corners. In the corners of her eyes. The wind blowing swirls of dust. She falls asleep again.


From Romeo & Juliet

"What say you? can you love the gentleman?
This night you shall behold him at our feast;
Read o'er the volume of young Paris' face,
And find delight writ there with beauty's pen"

torsdag 26 maj 2011

I Don't Know Why

And now it's over, done, in the past.
But it all went so fast, too fast.
I couldn't think.
I still can't think.
But soon it will come to me
all at once.
It feels so empty.
Like something is lost.
I get so cold inside, so be my golden ride
be my way that doesn't lead astray.
Be my dynamite, break down the walls tonight
lead me home, unknown.
Rip me inside out.

onsdag 25 maj 2011

Cause life is just a melody so why don't all the pissy people go ahead and sing it with me, Everybody sing it with me.

Dare You To Move

Maybe redemption has stories to tell
Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell
Where can you run to escape from yourself?
Where you gonna go?
Salvation is here

I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself, to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened before

Take me away, cause I'm gonna hurt somebody...

tisdag 24 maj 2011

”Rotvältorna. Någonting som barn att krypa in under, de kunde fälla igen men det hände aldrig och hon satt där och fick jord på halsen.
Djuren: smådjuren, nosdjuren, pälsar med tufsig glans. Eller rådjuren, stilla just där skogen övergick i fält, nosfukten, ögonvitan. Där bakom rotväggen omgav de henne, ringlade sig in, och hon var Snövit, lämnad kvar av Jägaren. Honom tänkte hon på nu, men hon var ännu ett barn. Och likväl.
Och han förde henne ut i skogen och han böjde sitt gevär. Siktade rakt mot hennes vänstra bröst.
Hon satt vid den döda hinden när han gick, hon tittade ner i såret. Han hade grävt och skurit där inne, tagit med sig hjärtat. Vad var en hind? Hon visste inte men kroppen var sargad och Jägaren bar nu hjärtat till den kvinna som bodde i Snövits hem.
Jag gjorde som du sa med flickan.
Sekundsnabb bräcklighet, grep sedan spegeln, såg sin egen bild.
Rävarna kom och mössen. Ord som flingor föll uvarnas fjädrar ner i vältan där Snövit satt. Som varm och täckande snö.”


Broken bottles under children's feet
Bodies strewn across the dead end street
But I won't heed the battle call
It puts my back up
Puts my back up against the wall

Sunday, Bloody Sunday
Sunday, Bloody Sunday
Sunday, Bloody Sunday

And the battle's just begun
There's many lost, but tell me who has won
The trench is dug within our hearts
And mothers, children, brothers, sisters
Torn apart

And this is the point were you find out who you are,
And these are your friends, those who have been there from the start...

måndag 23 maj 2011

You Cry A Tear To Start A River

So stand close to me
Don't sail away, baby
Let them see your heart
Let them see just how beautiful you are

So you head on down
To the bottom near the river
Just to wash away
All the pain of today and yesterday
And you try so hard
To wash away the spots
But your tears
Don't seem to do enough
It's just too much
Well, darling grab a hand
We promise not to let you stand alone

Fear Of Flying?

"I tipped my head to the side and I whispered
To this man that was in the aisle
I said "Do you know how long it takes before we die?"
And then I rolled awake

Can you take me back to the person I used to be?
Back when you were there for me
I know it seems like forever
But do me this favor please
Way back when we were stupid
And held grudges just to help us sleep
Oh my God, how ridiculous were we?"

Sometimes something happens.

"Life is a shipwreck, but we must not forget to sing in the lifeboats."

We are so cold, digging for gold....

Don't try to change me,
don't try to make me yours.
Don't you dare try to take everythind that I've made,
all the walls I have built,
all the paintings I have made.
Don't you try to change a thing,
don't even think about it.
Leave my heart, my soul and my mind alone.
Just you try to get in my mind.
Just you try to mess with my head.
But don't ever apologize.

söndag 22 maj 2011

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
I'm sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

lördag 21 maj 2011

El mundo es un pañuelo.

The Color Of Blue

Himlen är oskyldigt blå,
som ögon när barnen är små.
Att regndroppar faller som tårarna gör,
det rår inte stjärnorna för.
Älskling, jag vet hur det känns,
när broar till tryggheten bränns.
Fast tiden har jagat oss in i en vrå,
är himlen så oskyldigt blå.

Jag vet att du sover
Känner värmen från din hud
Bara lukten gör mig svag
Men jag vågar inte väcka dig nu

Jag skulle ge dig
Allting du pekar på
Men bara när du inte hör
Vågar jag säga så

Jag kan inte ens gå
Utan din luft i mina lungor
Jag kan inte ens stå
När du inte ser på
Och genomskinlig grå blir jag
Utan dina andetag

Min klocka har stannat
Under dina ögonlock
Fladdrar drömmarna förbi
Inuti är du fjäderlätt och vit

Och utan ett ljud
Mitt hjärta i din hand
Har jag tappat bort mitt språk
Det fastnar i ditt hår

Jag kan inte ens gå
Utan din luft i mina lungor
Jag kan inte ens stå
När du inte ser på
Och färglös som en tår blir jag
Utan dina andetag

Jag kan inte ens gå
Utan din luft i mina lungor
Jag kan inte ens stå
Om du inte ser på
Och genomskinlig grå
Vad vore jag
Utan dina andetag

Vad vore jag
Utan dina andetag

"All the dreams we held so close seemed to all go up in smoke
Let me whisper in your ear,
Angie, Angie, where will it lead us from here?"

I choked my tears today
cause I can't begin to say
Can I have a picture of you tonight
keep it with me always in my mind
But tears stream down on your face
when you lose something you can't replace.

Music is the sound coming from the heart.

Kill All Your Friends

Bury Your Loved Ones

onsdag 18 maj 2011

"Ah yes, the past can hurt. But the way I see it, you can either run from it, or... learn from it."
Said by the very inteligent Rafiki from The Lion King.

Welcome home Zascha.

tisdag 17 maj 2011

Somehow, for some reason it felt like you threw a knife through my heart when you spoke those words. I knew it, I saw it coming. Still the surprise swept me off my feet and caught me off guard. The words filled my head with a thick, inpermeable fog. A smoke infecting my mind, making me dazed. I wish those words would have remained unspoken...

måndag 16 maj 2011

And she breathes to the sound of his heart...

Good night my love.
I hate this boy for making my heart grow with every second I think about him.
But I'm starting to wonder if he has ever really existed, if we ever was real. He seems too good to be true. He seems like picked out of a dream.
Everyday I'm trying to find him, still I'm not sure if I want to find him. To afraid of what I might find. Afraid that my discovery will change my perfect picture of him. To afraid that he will no longer be everything that I want. Everything that I love. I've been through this once before. And it didn't end up well. So I know how it feels. I know how it will feel if I find him. My heart will not break, because it's already broken. It will... die. I don't know. I think that maybe the hunt for him has become more thrilling than the find will be. But I hope not. I hope you will always stay the way you are in my mind. The way I want you to be. The way I love. But I think I might be more in love with the thought of you than the real you. Unfortunately. But you'll always be with me, and I will never stop looking for you. So if you see a girl with red hair and changing, searching veiled cat-eyes, it will be me.

Imorgon: Opreation Dagsverke
= kommer sitta på stan hela dan och spela gitarr och sjunga.

söndag 15 maj 2011


It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.

Please, dont use my heart as a cutting board.

I dreamt I was falling,
falling away from everything,
everything that I love
everything that I hate.
I was falling until I hit the ground,
then I started falling again.

You are some kind disease,
some kind of mix between a poison and the cure.
You're killing me, but then you bring me back to life
just so you can kill me again.

lördag 14 maj 2011

So you blame me for not being an open book.

The Glass Parade

Just a voice inside your head
Whispering all the hope is dead
All the times you had to prove
That no one really loves you