lördag 14 maj 2011


What is happening?
Everything is spinning around, bubbling.
I don't even recognize the voices of my own brothers,
but I hear the other ones' voices everywhere I turn.
So take a walk,
but watch out for the wolfs.
If you try to feed them, they will take your entire hand.
But the blue one isn't inside.
He is hiding in the green grass with spots of yellow on the outside.
Only the ones with yellow eyes dare to walk inside.
So watch out.

I think he has been caught by the dreamcatcher.
The dreamchaser, dreamhunter, dreamstealer, dreamkiller.
But they let him go.
You say the blue wolf ran through the dreamcatcher, straight pass me,
but that can not be.
You can't walk through the holes of a dreamcatcher because it ain't got any.
A dreamcatcher can only go through you, taking pieces of you with it.
But don't panic,
the dreamcatcher only appears in red spotted light.

Those knives looked really appealing,
but they didn't hurt as much as I thought they would.
Heartrender.

onsdag 11 maj 2011

And there's this burning
Like there's always been
I've never been so alone
And I've never been so alive
Visions of you on a motorcycle drive by
The cigarette ash flies in your eyes and you don't mind
you smile
And say the world it doesn't fit with you
I don't believe you
You're so serene
Careening through the universe
Your axis on a tilt
You're guiltless and free
I hope you take a piece of me with you
/Third Eye Blind - Motorcycle Driveby

The day I wanted to die,
but couldn't.
The day I tried to fly,
but shouldn't.

Conclusion:
Don't try.

tisdag 10 maj 2011



"You don't have to feel safe to feel unafraid."

måndag 9 maj 2011


Soccer and water tossing!
Thank you sunshine.

söndag 8 maj 2011

Forgive Me.


But wherever she may be
She could be money, cars, fear of the dark
Your best friends, or just strangers in bars
She could be rainy days, minimum wage,
A book that ends with no last page
Whoever she is, whoever she may be
One thing's for sure, you don't have to worry

Feels like my heart is being ripped into tiny little pieces and spread across the floor.



The people who have ruined my entire life are the ones I have to call
friends.