There are no words to describe how I feel right now.
It's like there's so many emotions and colors and stuff swirling around inside of me, but still I feel so empty.
But I'm really happy right now. I think. I hope.

Waiting, longing, loving for MCR.
Thanks guys for coming to Sweden!!!!!

Sorry for that, I just had to say it.

Doubts, doubts and more doubts.
I doubt humanity will survive
acting like this
I think I regret, but I'm stumbling in the dark, reaching for something invisible.
Second thoughts, also a good thing, when I think about it. Or maybe not. Anyway, don't look down!

Decisions, decisions.
What do I choose?
I've finally made up my mind

Imagine a wild animal being kept in a cage.
If it's in there for just a little while, it will run when the door opens.
But if it's stuck in the cage for too long, it will not have the strenght or courage to take a step outside the cage when the door opens.
I am option number two.

Positive thinking, though a tough day

If there were no darkness,
there wouldn't be any light

Lost and insecure
you found me
Lying on the floor
you found me
But why'd you have to wait
where were you?
Just a little late
you found me
you found me

Now I need to find you

Everybody wanna dance with me
but nobody take a chance on me
everybody wanna kiss
but that's nothing I would miss.

Everybody wanna mess with me
but nobody takes the best of me
everybody wanna play
well they don't like me anyway.

And I don't care
cause I'm stuck in the middle of nowhere
and I don't know
I'll just let this song play on and on and on
breathe on, we gotta party til the dawn
so bring it on!

How much does it hurt,
and is it worth it?
I wonder...